what I've got, what I'm not, and who I AM

TOMORROW IS THE INTENSIVE.

So, I start dancing full out tomorrow. For a week straight. It's going to be intense. and I'M EXCITED
I'm also nervous, and a little scared, but so ready for this. I haven't danced this much in so long and I'm just itching to do it.
It's going to KICK MY ASS, but in the best way possible.

(fingers crossed that I make it through the week) :-)...I will...I know I will

I feel like it's the first day of school tomorrow. I got my lunch all packed, clothes are ready, bag is by the door...I am all set.

I am also noticing a lot of the insecurities about judgements from others, coming into my mind like they used to all the time before. But for some reason, this time, it's like I can completely separate the thought out and just get to the reason I want to get back into this in the first place.  I want this. I am having this.

It's all for me baby, OH YAH

...when I'm bruised and can't walk up the stairs in a couple days, I'll update you. Don't worry!!!

and by you I mean, the wonderful world of web. or world wide web. or just internet? or...who the ef cares.


...ps.. I know this post is pointless, but I am obviously unable to sleep :-)