Full Circle

WOAH!
So much- It's been a while so here is a recap.

-I got a job dancing again with a company here in houston starting in the fall. Pumped
-My godmother passed away from liver cancer
-I had an awesome trip to DC with my mom. It was last minute, but the time there was so great.
-I got added to Presidents List at school and will be attending UH in the spring of 2013.
-I GOT AN APARTMENT (in houston)- moving in september (im so big)
-I'm teaching dance
-I'm 25 years old

Ok that's all the key points.

I have encountered many different opportunities and events lately that are completely out of my ordinary. Super unfamiliar, but it's interesting because the more unfamiliar it feels, the more intrigued I am and the more curious I get. Of course I am talking about a guy, but I also feel this in more ways than just him.
I started really thinking about it one day, which never gets me anywhere, but I realized how much of a creature of habit I am. I realized how I stick to the same ways, roads, food, coffee, people, etc. and it really surprised me.  So for the past few months I have just been sticking to my instincts and doing what I want. Which may seem selfish, but it feels great....It all kind of goes back to when I used to PLAN everything out and even though I chose to let some of that go, the habit still remained without intentionally trying. It's almost like I discovered this new layer that I was oblivious to previously and just being aware of it, and knowing it's there,  i am allowing myself to bend and break around it. It's partially terrifying, but the amount of relief and excitement I feel afterwards is so freaking rewarding. It is incredible.

--I--am--rambling--

So much is changing! I feel so lucky to be able to change with it! Luck is only real if you want it to be! Be lucky (eh)

I had a conversation with the guy (mentioned above) about regret the other night and I honestly have none. It's refreshing to say that.  You should try it. I can't always say that I'm satisfied 100% of the time, but i'm still learning as to what it actually is that creates my satisfaction. and even THAT is constantly changing. it's a circle really. full circle...
Circles are such a great symbol and I see it everywhere. physically and symbolically. they are habitual yet full of constant movement. be circular
I can't draw circles though- only landmark forum leaders are great at that.

(I sound like a crazy person..I definitely realize this) :-)




Associate as freely as you would like.

peace and love